Kya and Chase on the fire tower by Kyle Duggan

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I'm up here Chase. I'm sorry!

Kya! Please don't jump! I love you! You know I do! Come back over the balustrade Kya!

But Chase, there is nothing left for me here. No passion, no friends, no trust!

Aw Kya get a hold of yourself! You have me. You know I love you Kya! You have the marsh and your drawings too! 

There is nothing for me Chase! You, you left me Chase. Like everyone else has. And you lied to me Chase, like as if I was worthless to you.

Kya I'm sorry. Yes I hid Pearl from you. I don't really love her. My parents... they want me to marry her. I love you Kya, not her!

If you loved me Chase you never would have hidden me from your life as if I was an alternative, a... back up plan in case things didn't work out for you. You never loved me. Not once!

Now you listen to me bitch! It's not my fault you're a freak from the marsh! Who else would have you? Why would anyone want you, a scabby marsh girl?

Oh my, is that what you really think of me?

Kya, I'm sorry. I didn't mean that. I got flustered. I... my blood began to boil!

Chase! Look at me! It's o.k.! I know deep down you love me. Come here, hold me. Please?

Okay.

Kya whispers breathlessly in his ear.

It's so unfortunate that you love me cause I never didn't, even for a minute. 'Cause like you said... I'm a bitch and I envy nothing but death. And tonight looks like a good night to fly.

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